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dad's coming home tomorrow!:D
held his hand today and it felt really dry and rough, so i did something i never attempt to before in my life.
i requested to help him massage his hands and he enjoyed that! :D

was talking to jess today about the current state of youths,
i am relieved to know that its not only my opinion.
we need a change.
but first, we have to be the change. (HUMAN REVOLUTION! :D)

i got my phone back! hehe!
but i could not start to use it yet
because i had earlier terminate the SIM card temperorily
and those crazy admin matters to attend to is testing my limits.

there's an IT fair at expo this weekend.
am seriously tempted to go down and get my hands on some really cool gadgets.
but i am not really well verse with those IT things.
maybe i will just stick to my simple gadgets!

i think that inverted clothings are cool!
it will be the next big thing!

I AM DEROB.
YOU ARE WOLS.
:D

just when i was all depressed thinking about how i lost contact with the world,
my handphone was found. :D

it was such a relieve when i heard tat the person who found my handphone contacted my mum. last night was kinda stressful and depressing. the thought of not being able to be contacted by anyone totally screwed my sleep. zack and gab commented about my puffy eyes. a disclaimer note: i didnt cry, maybe just didnt sleep well.

but all is fine now. most probably i will be meeting the person tomorrow to get back my phone. this is yayness. i heard stories from my classmate that there's a person who lost her phone 3 times until she gave up and settle with the cheapest phone available. i confessed i am not too particular about how cool my Hp look, but i would appreciate if it doesnt look too hideous.

maybe i should get myself a chain to hook my handphone to me all the time. like this, i wouldnt have to go through the whole cycle of losing my phone again. but yet again, there's a saying that if one put her handphone constantly near her, the radiation from the phone might be detrimental to health. argh. life is such an irony. cant it be simplified?

enough about the handphone issue. gossiped with serene this morning and realised that there's more to one than what one appears to be. what an insight!

Tpsd institution meeting on saturday was quite a success!
Lee Juen was a really cool emcee partner. he could think really fast on his feet and it makes emceeing with him easy:D
the room was almost full and i swear i almost pee in my pants at the start.
however, once the ball starts rolling, things got much easier!
never mind my occasional stammers, i am consoled that i managed to make the audience laugh.

met up with flowers on Friday night at our usual.
i think that "our usual" is such a nice term, it makes me feel homely.
we gossiped, joked and laughed at all the funny updates of each other's life.
its a simple gathering that warms my heart.

i have cravings for so many food that i sometimes lost count of some of them.
anyway, i had one down yesterday.
ate Bedok Porridge with Shinz :D
monday till wednesday sounds distant and predictable boring.

hui recommended a book to me.
couldnt remember it. Italian something.
i could only think of it as italian pasta!:D

"how does it feel to have your world spinning all the time
and the only thing you wish you could do
is to stop the pain."

hmm... i wonder.
what can i do then?

was reading all my friend's blogpost and realised that everyone was feeling somewhat down recently.
perhaps its due to the terrible weather and stress from school work that makes people just freaking pissed off sometimes.
i cant work at Taka due to family matters and i feel so bad cos Chuyin would be alone! :(
shall buy her a chocolate and ask for forgiveness!
its always hard to make a decision when you know you will hurt someone with either a yes or a no.

i have been trying to stay optimistic lately.
a problem wouldnt be considered a problem if you change your perception about it.
i shall not see dad's health as something to fear about,
what i could do is to cherish what i have now.

school has been pretty okay.
i am still coping well with everything,i suppose so.
thankfully i have a bunch of friends who will constantly remind me of all assignments dateline.
couldnt imagine what disaster would befall me if there's no constant reminders from them.
take child psyche assignment as the splendid example!

what a girl likes to hear and its 4 words long?
*ask me personally* :D

chocolate has healing powers!
just when i was about to die during my research about dum dum facilitated communication (school assignment),
i was jerked alive after eating a bar of Cadbury dairy milk chocolate!
life is not too short to miss out on such awesome stuff! :D

went back to school today with some of the HSS peeps
as we were part of the participants in an experiment done on emotions.
i was petrified with the movie clips shown that were suppose to elicit disgust.
its like #@$^^&.
if not for the $50, i would have been the first to excuse myself!

i think its sweet to go to school together in the morning with someone you love.
i shall be contented! :D

this sem i have good project mates!:D
something conforting admist all uncomforts.

i think there's alot of uncertainty going around
but i always believe that things are really not that bad.
i feel lucky to have the whole soka behind me
challenges are there to be challenged and won over!:D

side track abit
i need more regular bowel movements.
mental note: more fruits and vegetables!!!!

i feel bad to promise things that could not be delivered eventually.
like promising to attend a gathering but not able to,
like promising to meet up someday but not able to,
if only i have control to many things.  

thank you to those who are there for me,
i really appreciate all of you! :D

today was a day of ups and downs!
but all in all, i am glad and greatly refreshed!
it feels better saying out all that was on my mind, i feel a huge load being lifted up from my shoulders!

things are definately not going too well for my family.
How i wish optimism could run in my genes, like this my family would then be able to pull each other along.
Now that i feel much more optimistic, i shall be the first ray of light admist the dark clouds.

i walked towards the crossroads of 2 choices, to speak or to keep.
After some inner struggles, i decided to speak.
only to someone whom i can really trust completely! :D

the world is small.
i know serene yap and chuyin knows her too!
we will meet once again, Mr Andrew. Best wishes!

the book  -A lost daughter- is awesome.
a good read for those who dont mind the height of a book.
i would like to re-read it! :D

the first friday dinner.
the games were meaningful
and the best part is, i finally met TPSD.

i have to admit that i  feeling a little lost and put of place ever since i came back from Laos.
seriously miss the awesome company and the lazy lifestyle over there. 
it was after 2 weeks since my arrival in spore that i decided that its time to check my email. 
and omg, i was greeted by floods of emails.
but i am thankful for the emails cos they keep me updated of things!
i shall make a mental note to check my email everyday! 

well well the school term starts!
i didnt get the best timetable (i think no one will ever have), with long breaks in between. 
but i am glad that i got the choice i wanted! :D
basics of nutrition for CDS! (yes, food again!)

walked Qianhui to tamp mall earlier,
not because i am nice, but because i learnt an ugly truth.
today an auntie commented that i grew fatter and that my butt became bigger!
she insisted that i was despite my strong opposition. 
hymp, i must learn to take things in my stride.
 
my natural sleeping alarm is abit off rhythm recently!
the time for bed is shifting earlier and earlier!
i am becoming a pig! OMG.

no more dance practices. no more horrible breakfast. no more waking up in the morning to attempt to shit everything out.
i wonder if i should cry or be happy about it!
the OCP to Lao was a wonderful experience.
i have made alot of wonderful friends who took great care of me during my stay, esp Chuyin!
now i feel a little out of place without dance practices, horrible breakfast and attempts to shit in the morning!

met up with chuyin this afternoon for a job interview!
hehe! after that, we dropped by orchard ion to say hi to Jacky, the big bully!
he looked more like a security guard than a sales person. haha!
after that, we met up with some others OCP people at  plaza sing to check out the photos we took!
i have tons of unglam photos!
hope no one will tag me on facebook! hehe!

my natural sleeping alarm is abit off rhythm recently!
the time for bed is shifting earlier and earlier!
i am becoming a pig! OMG.

timetable is out!
and i dont enjoy the long breaks! :(

all right! this is so cool!
i am blogging while i am in Laos.
the first day was so so boring! all the travelling on the aeroplane and the bus made me aged 10 years.
by the time i arrived at Laos, its already 10pm!

the hygeine here in laos is seriously not so fantastic.
we saw cockroaches on washed plates, chicken feather in chicken porridge and abundunt flies that would not budge even if you shoo them away from your food.
the hotel is rather nice though! we have unlimited wireless and there's no bedbug:D
as most of you may already know, i am a die-hard soya drink fan!
and and *sound excited* they sell grass jelly with soya here too!!
but the taste is really strong and for me to consume it, it has to be seriously diluted with ice.
i ate the traditional ice-cream! we can never never never find them in singapore!
its shaped like poppers, and there's a variety of flavours like bandung, coconut, jackfruit and more.
its nice and i did not have diarrheoa after consuming it!

my friends are like awed by my black hole tummy and how fast i could feel hungry!
thus to save them from my incessant whining,
i have stored sufficient snacks to last me for the next 2-3 days!   :D

oh ya, the police here patrol with real guns.
okay. i realised the previous sentence sound a little dumb.
but their guns are like especially long.
i realised that this sounds dumb too.
ok fine, the police carry riffles.

could not really sleep well the first night because i was freezing cold.
haha! not because of the typhoon or whatever,
just because we blast the aircon.
the second night was much better!
i slept soundly until i was awaken by the alarm.
when i woke up, i was stunned for a second!
i forgot that i was in Laos!

will update more! :D

i am starting to feel the bond between the TP students going for the OCP trip to Laos.
this is good news. :D

i like this quote by Lin Yutang
" Hope is like a road in the country, there was never a road, but when many people walk on it, the road comes into existance."

Happy Birthday to you, Mr Shi!
my conclusion for that day (although is quite eminent to some of you), i cant sing, cook and draw well!
maybe my field of expertise only lies in smiling. what a cheat!
i went to Kbox for the first time in maybe 2 years?
the last time was with Hui! haha! i remembered there was a period when she was so into Kbox, and was always asking me to acc her.
and ya, yesterday was the first time i took Singapore Flyer.
its really nothing much really, just seeing boring Singapore from a higher view
but still a pretty good deal if you are a student!
admission fee- 10 bucks when you present your student card
oh and dont go there now in this F1 period, otherwise you might just end up lost like us.

well well Overseas Community Project (OCP) is not that easy as it seems.
oh i am going to LAOS to teach students basic IT and English for 11 days.
Ya..ya i know all of your jaws dropped.
the word being underlined is one of the few things i dislike in the world
and yet i will be teaching people that. X_X save me!!!!

there are a whole loads of preparation and intensive training required before we are ready to set out on our quest there.
today is my first intensive English training
and  we were taught how to make lesson plan, etc. (and i am making one now :-X) 
i could empathise with teachers now as i understand their pain in racking their brains to think of interesting classroom activities.  
Salute to you! :D

the list of things we need to do is really endless.
those that are extremely pressing are souvenirs making, items for performance night, banner and tee-shirt design, ... (couldnt remember)
anyway, its a team effort!
so i should take things in my stride and try not to overwhelm myself with too much pressure:D
enough of my blabbers and complains!
go eat, shit and sleep! hehe

i feel that holidays seems to be even packer than school days!
there are so many activities lined up and so many things i wanna accomplish by the time holiday ends! 
if only there can be more than one lynette, then 'i' will be able to complete everything! :D

kat's alarm woke me up at 630am! ):
feel like throwing that dum dum handphone out of the window!
cos once i woke up, there's no way for me to get back to sleep. 
so the next moment, you find me in the kitchen scavenging for breakfast! 
a randomn fact: peanut butter is extremely addictive!

went to watch Scandal makers at cathay yesterday!
this korean comedy makes me laugh and cry all the same time!
its a touching story and boy, i love those curly hair! 
the little boy in the show is sooooooooooo cute! :D 
catch it before its gone. 

i will be meeting cousin winnie for Dou Jiang You Tiao later!
hehe! had this urge for the past week and finally
the time is here for me to savour the thick and aromatic beancurd with crispy you tiao
dip it in and wow.

its nice to wear the same thing when we never plan to do so, 
its like its like nice...
 

goodbye Mingjay, Professor utonium!
fly off safely to australia and hope to see you real soon! :D

TPSD went to have dinner at Suntec, at a place called cafeteria.
the food sold are relatively cheap but i didnt like it alot.
i guess i was just plain unlikely to choose that sawdust tasting pasta.
eee...
anyway, MX was really high when she start singing and dancing to the song PABO (i think its the name)
the girl never fails to make me laugh! :)

recently i have been watching a whole loads of movies!
the most recent  was two days ago with Hui, and its the...The time traveller's wife!
omg, the show is damn nice and its for mature thinking adults like me
because the storyline is rather complicated.
*smug face* and i understand! *stick tongue out*

i made a fool of myself yesterday when i passed by subway with crystal.
when i smelt the aroma of the cookies, i had the sudden urge to gorge them.
so the conversation with crystal went...

ME: i wanna eat subway!!
CRYSTAL: haha! i always eat the cold cut trio! what do you normally eat?
ME: *get all hyped up about food and wave frantically * oh oh! i like subway KUAP!
CRYSTAL: *stunned and was thinkking hard what on earth was i talking about*
ME: omg! i wanna say subway club and subway melt!
crystal and i: *burst out laughing*

moral of the story: subway club and subway melt= subway kuap!

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!
i went back to my secondary school today!
by the time i reached school, the performance has already ended.
but i am not at all affected, since food was my utmost priority. :D
hui and jiaqi was stranded outside the school gate because they wore slippears,
i bet they must be cursing and swearing outside! 

after lunch, went to say a polite hello to my teachers.
oh my gosh, i was surprised by their changes!
previously they were fans of dang-ou (you know the frog turn into prince show?)
now they were all head over heels in love with jun-pyo (korean's F4)
one even paraded down the aisle of the staffroom with a large poster of jun-pyo on her hands,
claiming loudly that he's her husband!
omg, i have had a school full of funny teachers!

i met hui after the whole visit to school at the mall behind school.
we then went to her place to watch the show benjamin buttons.
the show's cast was brad pitt (the rest, i dont know their names)
it was an interesting show, depicting how a person have a reverse lifecycle from everybody else
this means that when he was a baby, he had the physical outlook of an old man but the mentality of a child.
as time passes, he began to look younger and younger.
the only flaw i experienced was that the show was close to 3 hours long :X

after that, we went to the gym!!!!!!!
i know you guys must be gasping and are unable to digest the fact that lynette went to the gym. 
but yes, i did. *insert proud face*
look at how excited we were! (:


wanted to post a picture of after gyming
but we were too exhausted to take a proper shot 
leaving only one which was not too appropriate to be published. 
it was a picture of me coming out of the bathroom. *OPPS*

well well~~~
today is a fulfilling day.
i can sleep well!
 

i am free from all the cruel slaughters
and now i shall declare the end of war with the books!
wahahaha!
i think the standards for all the paper was still pretty difficult,
especially for my prematured brain
but i really hope and pray for all the best!

after the paper, 2A03 went for a movie!
okay, not exactly the whole class, but still
i think all who went enjoyed themselves.
we went to watch The proposal (omg omg the show damn nice, highly recommended by lynette chan), 
after which we went to shop around Tamp 1.
its kinda new experience for me as i tried shoppping with a mixture of males and females!
the guys wanna go for the fish-eating-dead-cell leg massage (like wth?!)
and the ladies, who were obviously more intelligent, were keenly against the idea 
but still i think the class gathering turned out pretty well!
let's work towards going to New Zealand as a class with our future pay! :D

i need to start thinking how i should spend my hols,
should i just witter my life away or
should i slogged my life out for a job?
looking at both suggestions,
i realised something in common!
both are head-turners

i need to do something
like right now
which is to....
ah-hem.
pee.

i am feeling old already!
i wonder what will the 18th year of my life brings.
full of uncertainty
but i know all will be fine
because i have a whole load of awesome people supporting me! :D

TPSD gave me an early surprise (not really, but still) birthday celebration for me and den! 
it was at white's dog cafe at VIVO!
It is really a very nice and cool place to relax and chit chat!
learned much from my seniors!
those who intended to smash my face into the cake will get it when its their birthday!
your act is caught on camera!
WAHAHA!

mr shi gave me another surprise on the eve of my birthday!
secretly ambushing me after my soka meeting :D
am touched by his gesture because he came down despite feeling unwell
couldnt help to not stop smiling on my way home!
i love the pink jacket, even though i look fat in it!
and the songs he compiled!

today i will be meeting the flowers for another celebration!
haha! wonder what are their plans for this year!
they urged me not to have high expectations of the celebration because 
of the incoming exams. 
so i will try not to have! :D 
i feel that a simple dinner will be more than sufficient!
will update again! 

Morning world!
today lynette is dressed in formal yea!
catch me in school, tap me and you will receive the best smile from me ever.
Wahaha!
today is a good day((: